When I had my first time travel experience
at the start of my saturn return,

I realized that I, from the future,
was my
imaginary friend I had when I was 4 years old.

That was the same time when I experienced
childhood sexual abuse. (I didn’t know about it then.)

The future me told my 4 year old the advice,
to never stop playing and so my life went like this:

At kindergarden I was drawing my own characters.

In elementary school, I finished writing and
math 
as fast as possible so I could play and
create the rest of the time.

I went to an Art-Highschool where Theatre,
Dance & Art was just as important than
science & biology.

Then I studied Graphic Design and Design
for Virtual Theatre and Games, 
which led
me with one food into the 
Theatre/festival
world and one foot in the Games industry.

Then my saturn return came in 2014
and everything changed.
I started my spiritual journey
and started traveling the world for 4 years and
learned from shamans, wizards and witches from all over the world.
Being shamanically initated as an Energy Surgeon.

In 2018 I came back to The Netherlands
and started integrating all that I learned.
Healing my own childhood rape.

I learned more about the energyworld,
the underworld, mystisicm, constellation work,
Astrology, Archetypes and Inner Dragons,
that are connected to our nervous system.
I found my way to play while healing.
Because I just can’t stop playing, or I get really frustrated.

Healing these deep underworld layers and learning
Energy Surgery and mastering my channel for
inner child constellations, made me a profound
Magical child Guide for those who feel stuck,
want more play, magic and freedom in their lives.
Or for who want to blow up their business
with a thriving inner Magical child that plays!